Back Again

This is my depressed color... Life is all right. Not exactly what i would like it to be right no, but at least time is going fast. Spencer is moving back up here on Thursday, and he's got a job interview sometime.... I'm not really sure when. Today i have done absolutely nothing.. I have laid in bed almost all day. But i am slightly ok with that because i didn't really feel like doing anything...  I'm pretty sure I'm going through a slightly country phase. Pretty much all i have been listening is Carrie Underwood or Miranda Lambert or even Trace Adkins and country heroes.. Garth Brooks.. the Zach brown band. it's getting pretty bad.. i think i might need medical attention.. its getting serious. so i decided that i need a big change in my life. I'm probably gonna get a second piercing in my ears, and also get my belly pierced, but that's not till I'm eighteen, and I'm not ready for ink yet... so idk what else there is that's not horribly drastic except.. a wardrobe change. but i like my style.. so idk what's next. getting married in may.. but i wanna do something big before that. we will just have to see.. i definitely am not getting a sex change (thanks to the friend who suggested that just so she could date me) so i guess I'll just have to wait. BORING!!!!